zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (she's a lady woah woah woah;)
Alison started it, Kitty fed the fire, etc etc. I feel like I've had a crappy enough month to warrant this though, dammit.

Do you ever want to make an entry that says "LOVE ME, I FEEL LIKE CRAP," but that's kind of not a good thing to do because it's attention whoring?

... Well. I don't care right now.

LOVE ME GUYS. I will do my best to love you in return. I WILL NOT TELL YOU HOW I PLAN TO DO THIS, but I think it would be nice for everyone to have some love right now. You can even take this as a MEME and go attention whore in your own journals. Switch it up, make it a thing where people give you new icons, or write you fic, or bring their RP characters in to be obnoxious. WHATEVER MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER.
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (bang bang;)
I don't think I got any sleep last night. It's fucking hard to, with all that moaning and groaning going on. My cat's been freaking out, and I can't blame her. She's never experienced something like this before.

We're lucky after the last invasion we kept a tool closet, it's been pretty effective what we've been doing to keep them out, but it doesn't seem like it's going to hold up much longer.

I just got a text from my sister. I guess the zombies haven't gotten to her neighborhood yet. I'm going to see if I can get down there. It's gotta be safer than here. My car's small, maybe I'll be able to squeeze past any abandoned cars on the interstate.

Wish me luck, I'll keep you guys posted. If the zombies don't get me.

(the zombies are coming.)
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (see you later cowboy;)
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1; Resident Evil 2
2; Final Fantasy X
3; Okami
4; The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
5; Resident Evil 4/Code:Veronica

Resident Evil 2; This has been, and probably always will be, my favorite Resident Evil game. It's not as scary as it used to be to me, what with the old graphics and sometimes hilarious voice acting, but things still manage to jump me, even though I know the game by heart. The story also remains very important and interesting to me, all these years and sequels later.

Final Fantasy X; This game has been my favorite Final Fantasy since I played it, which is sad since IX used to hold that spot, but X just had so many elements that I was completely drawn to. The beautiful world plagued by "sin" the religious references, the diverse cast of characters, and the story was just so heartbreaking. I loved it, and I still can't listen to the music that plays during the ending without crying.

Okami; Granted I still haven't finished this game, but I think that it took a kind of overused story and added an amazingly fresh twist to it. It's a blast to "draw" on things, and the wolf is surprisingly capable in battle, which I loved. Not to mention the game itself is absolutely breathtaking in scenery and effect.

The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess; Yes, all of the Zelda games are the same thing, over and over, but I felt like TP added enough fresh new elements to really sort of give a new breath to the series. Midna for one thing, was an incredible touch, and the graphics were quite beautiful. The wolf link thing was also new, and the much more interactive horseback, as well as more three-dimensional backdrop characters.

Resident Evil 4/Code:Veronica; These two games tie for me, because they're both sequels for my favorite characters, and they're both such good games. Granted, 4 IS a little bit better than CV, but not enough to matter in my book. The stories are both important, in some way, and while not completely connected, it's still my Resident Evil love. Claire is finally reunited with her brother in CV, Leon has it confirmed for him that Ada is in fact alive. There's also annoying helper characters that you have to play as at some point. Although Steve is vastly more useful than Ashley. Because he has guns.
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (take cover;)
Okay well since sleep is not happening right now because SMELL OF EW OUTSIDE WON'T GO AWAY...


comment to this entry with questions for any of my RP characters list there. Go nuts, ask whatever, and characters I've played in the past that aren't there count too.
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (essential reading;)
Neighbor's dogs are barking.

Loooooooks like we're gearing up for another wave. Seems like downtown has been gutted, god knows how the electricity's still on. the zombies are starting to head out here, to the outskirts, but there's a lot of fortification down the street, not to mention huge fucking hill.

Still, the stronghold is prepped, just in case, and it's entirely likely that we may have to flee.

Sounds like the Rescue choppers are taking off.

Figures that they decide to get the people who are already frigging sick out before getting the healthy people out.


Also, for those of you who seem to think this is all an unfunny joke? SCREW YOU, PEOPLE DIE FROM ZOMBIES EVERY DAY. WE ARE FACING THE MOTHERFUCKING APOCALYPSE. MY FRIENDS, ARE DYING.

zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (bitch please;)

Okay so the zombies are dead, and the house is barred off, for now.

Dad said that this book was a stupid investment, but it's getting us through the motherfucking apocalypse.

Cable and Internet were restored by clever trick I invented using some gum and a satellite dish from the garage.

Cat is safely indoors, and uninfected.

(PSA for the uneducated. I am a big fat liar who loves zombies. And my Flist.)
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (never belonged;)
baaa. snagged from everyone and your mom.

Most of you on my flist don't really know my original characters personally. Small wonder, I don't really write much for them beyond RPing, though I really should. To remedy this to some small degree and give you a small introduction to the madness, I propose this:

Give me a bit of inspiration. A picture, a poem, a summary of a story, some words you'd like it themed on, etc. I'll write for the character you specify or the character I want to write for. It doesn't matter. No word limit, no nothing. I'll also include a bit of backstory if it's needed, or even link you to their 20 facts post, if they have one.

All my characters are listed here, I'd rather my originals got the prompts, but you're free to attack my fandom characters too, if you wish. XD

EDIT; made it public because I'm a whore for comments.

table of prompts )
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (kid gloves are off;)
All right. This has gone on long enough. This is going to be the first actual post I make about the Figgy Situation, and it's going to be the last. (I'm sorry Elly, this is the only one I promise)

My name is Victoria. I'm twenty years old. I have one year at a shitty college where I failed out and never bothered going back because I'm afraid of failure, I'm afraid of trying, I have no ambition, and various other things. I have a piss poor job at Target as a Cashier, and I hate it, but I'm too lazy to do anything about it. I live in the attic of my parents' house, and I have no intentions of moving out anytime soon, despite what I say.

These things are all the boring, ugly truth about me. Because I am an honest person. I don't feel the need to lie to gain friends, because if you like me based on lies or how many stupid fucking posts in a day I can post, or because of my heinous graphics, or because of any number of other petty things, I've got no business associating with you. You will like me for the kind of person I am. Honest, loyal, and a little bit hot-headed (and when I say a little, I mean a lot.)

And I can tell you right now, that it's unlikely there is anyone on the Internet, outside of [livejournal.com profile] lheena who was closer to Figgy than I was.

And I am never forgiving her for what she did.

Which is not lying about her fucking PhD, as some of you think that's all she did, and no, if that were it? She doesn't deserve to be punished so brutally as she is. But she is not the good person you all think she is. She is a liar, and she's one of the most manipulative people I've ever known, despite her constant joking claims of her being innocent.

I have known Figgy for five years. From the beginning, she was one of the nicest people I'd known. She was warm, and friendly, and fuzzy, and awesome to me when I was a scared newbie in the big new world of Chatroom Roleplaying. She welcomed me with open arms, and we were friends ever since. That was back when Laurie, Wren, Dawn, Spam, Myf, Joie, Alex, everyone were still together, we were awesome, and powerful in our awesome.

It was around then that her PhD was called into question the first time. She has later amended the story to say that she hadn't gotten her PhD until a little after Magic and Muggles closed, to add in something about a psych ward visit (which I can't confirm or deny, although I've got my doubts about it) to add a little bit of spice to her life. To appeal to those of us who have suffered mental conditions, to gain good graces with fellow 'crazies.'

I didn't realize for a long time I was being constantly lied to, because Figgy has always told her lies honestly, like she believed them herself. And who knows, maybe she does. Maybe she's lied about so many things, so often, she actually believes that Rollins isn't her actual last name, that she spent time in a psychiatric ward, that she's a PhD, that she's working at the University of Washington.

Everything I listed there is not true, by the way.

How can I judge her so harshly? Because I knew her. Like I said, no one was closer to her than I was. I defended her when no one else wanted to and people called her out on being stupid, or annoying, or a liar. I pointed to the people who believed and called them friends, and I stuck by Figgy because she was mine. Because I talked to her all the time, because she said how she was always honest and true with me, because she said I was her best friend.

I lived in denial for years. Nothing was every Figgy's fault, although she cried and sobbed, blaming herself for things that happened in role-playing games and beyond. I constantly assured her that it wasn't her fault, it was the other person's fault. Figgy was a good person. Figgy was my friend.

Looking back now, after all that's happened, after she's finally admitted to just one of her many lies, I realize that's not the case. She did things that no sane person would do. She twisted stories to fit her needs, she mislead people into thinking it wasn't her fault.

She lied to so many of you, and you're still standing by her.

How can I know this?

I had her email password, throughout most of it. After I started modding [livejournal.com profile] canonwars with her, I checked it a little more often. Whenever something went wrong, whenever she thought that someone was going to blame her for something, she would quickly email everyone involved, telling each person a different story, begging forgiveness, saying the other mods were making her be mean.

She would forward official, valid complaints that players had to the parties that were being complained about, without asking the other mods, without consulting us. She would try to break up fights on her own, but she only caused more by blaming the person who she felt like would stick by her and the person who had finally had enough of her shit she would turn to, crying, saying it wasn't her fault.

I don't know how many times she called me, sobbing because she did that one too many times, and the person who had been threatening to leave for ages finally did. She quit and then changed her mind in so many of our games, so many times, I can't even remember each individual occurrence.

She would talk shit about people behind their backs, over the phone, and in email, before promptly emailing the person she was talking shit about and being nice.

I defended her to people that called her stupid, unreliable, a bitch, a liar.

She never once defended me from the people who insulted me. She changed the subject. Because she couldn't stand confrontation that might lose her a friend, never mind that she lost the people who were actually standing by her out of love for her as a person the second she lied.

Me. Amanda. Spam. There are more, but Amanda and Spam are the only ones who I know who have made posts about this, who have met her in real life, who are deeply hurting because she lied to them both. She knew Spam longer than she knew me, and Spam was one of her closest friends for a very long time. Figgy lied even then about her PhD.

We were stupid to believe the things she lied about, but when you love someone, when you think they've got a sparkling personality, you become unwilling to see the truth. You ignore it, until it slaps you in the face so hard you want to vomit.

That's what happened.

Suspicion building up until Figgy finally couldn't take the lies. She was finally facing them, and she snapped because she couldn't take them anymore. Because people who she had lied to over the phone and online and face-to-face so many times about little things, about big things, about everything were being understanding when she "entered the 12-step program" when she started seeking forgiveness for things that people didn't realize they were forgiving her for. She wasn't asking forgiveness for the small things she'd done and then covered up best she could with crying and promises of never doing it again, and getting better. She was seeking forgiveness for the lies she'd told.

And she isn't getting it. Not now, not ever. She is honest-to-god sick, yes. But she's waited too long, let it fester, take hold of her, poison her and her friends. I'd be surprised if any one of her old friends talked to her again.

Not that it matters, she's got new friends who are all a-okay with her lies and don't think it's a big deal because she's a nice person. People who think if they love her enough she'll come back and everything will be normal and she'll keep making her stupid Fandom Survivor posts, and her posts about happy fuzzies and her occasional emo posts so that she can get pats on her back and her ego inflated.

This isn't the end of it. I'd like to think that Figgy has gone and actually checked herself into a psych ward now, that she's gone to get some actual help for her obvious mental condition. She lied about having one, and well, it's the truth.

Figgy is sick. She needs help. Not a one of you on the Internet can give her that help, so stop acting like you can. If she comes back, acting like she's okay again, and everything is normal again, I urge all of you who want to support her to tell her to go to a mental institution, to GET help. Despite all the bullshit she's pulled, I want her to get better. Because despite the lies, she was still my friend. And I'm loyal to a fault.

I want her to get help. I want her to get her life in order. I want her to become a human being. But I stopped believing her lies long ago. And I stopped being her friend the moment she deleted her journal. Because she wouldn't have deleted it if Amanda hadn't made that post.

Because she would've let everyone gloss it over for her. Make her feel good about her lies. Because she was admitting to two of them.

Yes, two big lies.

But admitting to two doesn't change the fact that she lied about so much more than that. That she hurt people with her lies, that she was only ever looking out for herself, and for her gigantic fucking statistics.

Now. Go right ahead and flame me. Defriend me over this if you want to. But don't think it's going to effect me, because I know the people who are my friends?

You're going to stick around at the end of the day, and you're going to give me the truth like I need it.
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (i have seen twilight;)
[livejournal.com profile] rpg_hiring!

Because it rly needed to be done. Plz to be pimping it a lot, since I really have no idea how else to get word out about it. xD
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (quick exit;)
okay so.

Random things Varis has taken in upon playing the first twenty minutes of RE2 over again:

- It's funny when you shoot zombies close-range with the shotgun and their top half falls off.
- Lickers still scare the crap out of me the first time you see it crawling past the window
- Leon is retarded
- Leon is not polite and concerned about zombies hearing him clunking up stairs like they clearly are in RE1 (the original, not REmake)
- This explains why in RE4 he kicks down doors and jumps out windows.
- Leon attempts to feel Claire up at least three times while telling her they need to split up, look for survivors, and get the fuck outta Raccoon.
- Wesker is marketing Teenage Rebecca porn to try and lure more hapless rookies into the RPD.
- This explains how Leon and Kevin both got in.

More developments as they occur!
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (all of these tears;)


zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (there's moments like this;)
Okay, so I haven't done this since... WAAAY back before Oliver had even decided on where he was going.


I'm gonna do it, following in Dotty's example.

How's My Driving?

honest critique as to how I'm playing my Original Characters (In addition to any and all of my Canons from the canon games I'm in) would be greatly appreciated ;')

OC's are:

[livejournal.com profile] worldresolution

Oliver Malcolm @ [livejournal.com profile] seun
Victoria Reynolds @ [livejournal.com profile] papermagic
Ba Lin Yao @ [livejournal.com profile] bousek
Cecilia Leone @ [livejournal.com profile] traceyourheart

[livejournal.com profile] keybladewars

Leila @ [livejournal.com profile] balancingdark
Noxi @ [livejournal.com profile] brightestnight

[livejournal.com profile] deviant_uni

Oliver Malcolm @ [livejournal.com profile] falseregret
Victoria Reynolds @ [livejournal.com profile] papergirl
Noxi Aurella @ [livejournal.com profile] shestillshines
Rebecca Cooper @ [livejournal.com profile] brandmysoul
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (winz;)

Work was lame, but what else is new. What's not lame, however?

I had the bestest idea EVER.

well, okay not really. But it's still an excellent idea.

Now, first, a bit of backstory.

Yuzu and Tet had pitched the idea of incorperating [livejournal.com profile] worldresolution characters into [livejournal.com profile] omgwtf_high, so we'd have a chance to play them in a less stressful setting, see how they'd react if they weren't constantly on the brink of facing certain demise.

For various reasons, I really wasn't OVERLY keen on this idea, although it was VERY tempting.

Tonight, after Yuzu sent me some icons from the latest Supernatural episode, I came up with an ingenious idea.

Or, well. It was a stupid idea when I first thought of it. But rather than just blurting it out I kept it to myself, went to dinner, and by the time I'd finished I had cultivated it into a Damn Good idea.


Backstory over.

Here's the pitch.

Cut for those of you who don't give a damn about RP )


This is an idea I definately want to persue. And it'd be a place where, if we so chose, our WR characters would have an AU to not be total outcasts and function on a (semi)normal level.

And for those of us who are losing, or have lost characters, it'd be a place to keep them alive.

Unless of course they did something they shouldn't in This Game and died.

PLUS, it'd be a place for new characters and stuff. I know I've got a few ideas already that really don't fit anywhere else but would rock here.



Also, I'll be making this public, so feel free to link people to it if they'd be interested.
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (Default)
This is all just word-for-word what I just posted in [livejournal.com profile] fst, BUT I figured since some of you aren't in [livejournal.com profile] fst I'd post it here too! :3 Enjoy, and comment if you take anything for the love of crackers.

This is for [livejournal.com profile] momijizukamori, who requested 'Anything Resident Evil.' and said we got bonus points for Leon songs.

I figured, I can take all the bonus points I can get, SO. I have created an entire FST centered around our loveable cop-turned-seekrit agentman!

Evolutions. An introduction; Note this is long, contains spoilers up the butt for RE2 and 4, and it's really BADLY written. Seriously. I make stuff up, and I skip things, and it'd really be best if you didn't read it since I'm making a total fool of myself. )

Cover art; )

Evolutions of a Hero : Disc I )

Evolutions of a Hero : Disc II )

Evolutions of a Hero : Bonus Disc )

Thank you so much for enduring my weirdness, my inability to form a sentence, and so on. I'd REALLY appreciate it if you'd comment when you download, just so I know where my bandwidth is going, since I'm actually not 100% certain how much Let Me Live can take as far as bandwidth abuse, yet. XD
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (better off i sparkle on my own;)
I should do this for the rest of my WR and KBW characters, but I'm bored and feel like doing it for Claire right now.

fandom; [livejournal.com profile] tripletriad
what; 20 26 Random Facts
who; Claire Redfield [[livejournal.com profile] hundrednations]

I turn around 3 times and wound up at your door; )

zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (breaking through the dusk;)
okay, so I'm expanding this to all my active games... except KBW, since it just started. And KW. Since it ALSO just started.

So. [livejournal.com profile] alexandria_high, [livejournal.com profile] worldresolution, [livejournal.com profile] tripletriad,

How's my driving?

Characters I play, just in case you needa know )
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (i need me a fuckin' band-aid;)
haven't done this in ages, felt like doing it.

Ask my characters anything.

the list; )
zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (could kill you;)
wah. so, i caved to peer pressure.

now, help me pick out a pb for ada.

Warning. Hot asian chicks beneath cut )


zombieproof: clayton carmine - gears of war (Default)
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